who is this dreadlockèd phantasmanaut?
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Thursday, July 22, 2004
11:32AM
oh my god i caved *points to avatar* for shame...
Current mood:  silly
10:54AM
ok, if mint snapple is corn syrup with mint extract, then this ginger ale is akin to carbonated corn syrup x.x; blah. i can't believe i used to like this crap.
but my tummy does feel better :) i just wish somewhere around here sold natural ginger ale (aside from the co-ops i can't get to on foot). mr. greens might. whee.
i bought decaf coffee! i'm so excited :)
good to know.
anyway. walter and amie were my witnesses to this last night, but i want more, so you all hear me out too: i am hereby giving up caffeine... forever *gasp!*
( i am not a role model. )
i like being up this early, but it kind of sucks, because nothing's happening this early in the day. means it would be a decent time to go for a walk, but where would i go? all my friends are asleep, nothing's really open.... t-bird. t-bird's open. i could go there. for what? i'm sure not getting any coffee! um.... ginger ale! yeah, that's good for yucky stomachs. i think i'll do that after i eat. i don't drink soda, but i think this is a reasonable exception, because ginger ale always helps my tummy. (and we're out of ginger tea, i believe)
Current mood:  sick
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
2:31PM
dude, my iced coffee tastes like candy! :o i want to go get more, but i don't really want to walk all the way down to t-bird and back to get one. funny, because you get them at dunkin donuts and not t-bird, but i keep calling it t-bird because it's the same building. it always used to bug me when people did that, though, but mainly because it was people thinking they could pay for stuff from t-bird at my register. different companies, people!
yeah. jen's tip of the day: never snort prozac. yeah. bad idea on our part. my sister, jason, and i did some adderall and then jason was like, "i wonder if we could snort my prozac!" yeah. it burned, and my throat's all scratchy now :(
and walter is on his way here -- is here. eep!
1:39PM
i went for a walk to get my birth certificate back from charlene, and it was groovy. showed everyone my dreads and they were like WHOA! hehe. talked to greg for a bit. rock. saw mr. graboski -- it's really scary how much i see him OUTSIDE of school o.o;;
i got home and jason said walter stopped by... he left his guitar here, so he's obviously coming back. i don't know if i like that :/
and i'm gonna go smoke a bowl in like, two seconds. whee!
hey man, i don't worry about not eating enough, because even though i don't eat much during the day, i smoke a bowl at night and make up for lost calories. haha.
empire records is the best movie ever. i haven't seen it in so long, and the dvd has the uncut version, so i keep going WHAAAA THAT'S NOT IN THE MOVIE. but it is! just not the one i'm used to.
i started writing more of that novel attempt though. whee!
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
8:05PM
jessica ended up picking me up to go to lucas's house. lucas was like, "dreadlocks are icky!" and i was like, "you're icky!" because i have the repartée skills of a five year old. we stayed there for a little while, but lucas wasn't in a good mood, and one of jess's headlights is out, so she had to be home pretty soon anyway. we left and were trying to think of where to go. we tried cody and jeremy's house again. cody was home but jeremy wasn't... we couldn't go in the house, though o.O; so cody suggested we go visit jeremy at work -- he works at the westminster station market, this convenience store/gas station thing. we hung out there for awhile talking to him, and i bought the coolest lighter ever!
( look! )
Current mood:  amused Current music: detroit grand pubahs - the clapper
dude! i went up to cody and jeremy's house, and neither of them were home XO so i've just been sitting around reading all day. not that that's a bad thing at all :) but still... blah!
Current mood:  disappointed
1:02PM
dude. i totally calmed down from last night. everyone in the get_up_dread_up community assured me that their dreads looked like this at first too, and are awesome now.
( baby dreadlocks! )
eh. my webcam sucks. but yeah. i look rather sideshow bob-esque right now, but it'll chill. i'll wear a hat :D
12:05AM
damn... you know you have a good friend when someone will take five hours of their day to tangle your hair :D
unfortunately... my hair looks like shit. and i'm trying not to care, because it's just hair, and i have a really big hat. but still. goddamn. i hope they get thinner as they tighten, because jessica made them really really thick. and they stick straight out from my head. i look like sideshow bob. haha. okay, i guess it's not that bad. the fact that i could just laugh at it shows i've calmed down. but you know, one thing happens and the next you know, i'm depressed about everything. you know, like you laugh too loud or something and it automatically becomes "oh my god i am so fat." or maybe you don't know. i think i'm going crazy half the time :D anyway, i know they're going to be okay, because of course they're not going to look like full-fledged dreadlocks right off (i don't know when i'll post pictures, meep), and when i felt at them, it felt like pirouette's brother's hair, which made me happy because his dreads are nifty. it'll be alright i guess :)
i went for a walk earlier and i saw jeremy and i guess i'm gonna hang out with him tomorrow, so that ought to cheer me up :)
Current mood:  blah
Monday, July 19, 2004
4:59PM
oh my god, i am totally dreading my hair right now :)
well... jessica is. otherwise i couldnt' be typing, ha ha ha.
Current mood:  excited Current music: pink floyd
12:34PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENE! :D
i wanted to draw you a picture, but alas, i cannot draw kuja and couldn't think of anything else :(
12:08AM
whoa, i totally thought i made this entry already, and went to read my friends page. haha.
so i got through my last shift (obviously)! whee! :) but it sucked, because the cream froze, and i burned my fingers :( someone ordered four sandwiches at once, and when you put that many bagels in the toaster, they all back up and stuff. so i was trying to dig them out and i reached too far and burned my fingers and it hurts like a sonofabitch. but it's all good because it's over! it was kind of sad, though -- the regular customers and stuff that i told were all like "aww :(" and then there's my coworkers, and my semi-coworkers over at t-bird. today greg was like "i'm gonna miss giving you a hard time!" i'm gonna miss him giving me a hard time too :(
but it's all over! yay!
but brian didn't show up tonight, so i am shroomless :( so i'm just stoned out of my gourd now. haha.
Current mood:  relaxed
Sunday, July 18, 2004
1:45AM
i just talked on the phone with anna for like, forever, and it made my night a zillion times better. yay!
Current mood:  happy
Saturday, July 17, 2004
10:19PM
before i left for work, i checked the mail, and my ap test results came in. i got a 4 on both exams (english literature and composition and spanish language)! :D :D yay for jen.
went to work, and it was very very slow, especially for a saturday. yeeeeehaw!
at work yesterday, these three ladies came in, and they were from (i believe) canada somewhere, because they had a lot of canadian coins and were speaking french, but it sounded more québecois than parisian (there are a few differences, and i don't know what they are, but i can tell the difference when i hear them). there was one that was speaking english to me, translating her friends' orders... after i told her the price, she turned to her friends and said, "c'est trop pour café!" bah! no matter what the language, people complain about the damn price XO good thing it was yesterday and not today... when i came in, jason was standing on a ladder changing the sign -- the price of medium coffee went up. at least it was *only* that this time -_-;
i saw tyler tonight! ^_^ we were talking for awhile (about his harem of surfer guys in san francisco, haha -- some of his stories seem kind of out there, but i also sort of believe them. he's a handsome devil. this is speaking strictly as a fag hag, though, as i've never personally found him attractive), and he said he'd call me so that we could hang out since we haven't in FOREVER. he won't call me though *shrug* he's a bitch like that XD
and brian's going to get me some shrooms tomorrow. ah, what a wonderful reward for my final day ^______^
i think that [someone who works at t-bird] might be bulimic, and it makes me sad :( i remember one time, when she worked with me at dunkin donuts and i still worked mornings, after my break i went to the bathroom as she was coming out of it, looking like she had done exactly what i was going in there to do. i thought that maybe i was wrong, though -- she used to be really skinny, but she's put on a bit of weight. and she actually is even hotter now -- dammit, skinny girls, put on some weight! XO hehe *dork* it's funny how i've always been of that opinion, even when i tried so hard to be a skinny girl. but i don't want to be attractive. anyway. tonight i went to the bathroom and there was some puke stuck to the inside still, and it made me curious. doesn't mean it's her, but dammit, doesn't anyone know to fully clean up after themselves? i began to think tonight that i'm the only clean bulimic in the world -- but then i was like, wait! i'm not bulimic, i shouldn't be thinking like that! i'm not bulimic *or* anorexic anymore! and for once, i was actually glad to realize that.
i had a kind of crappy eating day, though, and i felt kind of blah about it, but you know what? i fucking GOT OVER IT. woohoo! :D
Current mood:  good
12:43PM
i'm so lazy ~_~ i woke up at like, ten, but just stayed in bed *cough* thought i might get up for at least a little while before work.
only two more shifts! *dance*
2:21AM
fuck. so much for that stopping eating before i reach the point of sickness thing.
i'm going to bed.
Current mood:  full
i remember something else from work. kevin's grandmother was buying milk or something, and i saw her and i was all, "hi gram! :D" (everyone calls her gram except for amber, who calls her bev, and that's just weird. even my mom calls her gram!) and we were talking for awhile and she said that she had to go to hanover on wednesday to get something or other done (she's sick with something :( ), and if that didn't work she'd need a triple bypass. then she said keep an eye on kevin for her, as though she weren't coming back from hanover.
i thought i was going to start bawling right there. gram can't die! :(
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